June 2012
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4 mins in - its 3 of the old boot squad emily emma... →
It says a few months
Until this spell ends. But it echoes “years” and other jokes too as if to say “I’m a trickster weirdo”.
We’ll see
Can't be sure
Whether these packages from sensearomatic are being teleported to me or if they actual are running through the postal system. 2 days from portugal this time. I assume they arrive in England by plane. Usually a standard delivery package from England can take this long to more than this long. It seems miraculous.
More to the case is how a letter from barclays has arrived at the same time as my...
shake-down1979 asked: Syrian rue has no effect on LSA (Hawaiian baby woodose or morning glory seeds) or LSD. MAOIs prevent the breakdown of monoamines, not amides.
So today
involved me and god pretending to sample 25I-nbome together. The first time involved about 1mg and nothing but an immediate moment of nausea and weird torment and the nothing else.
This time some of that at the beginning then nothing until 2 hours where it started arranging fragments of 2cb-like phenylamine body high gestures. And some decent visual art (morphing of my clothes and carpet are...
I just got something along the likes of
“UR BLUD GOES WELL WITH MY CUM STAIN BOY” from the regulator-of-existencers-on-“earth”
It can't even be said that psychedelic trips are a...
It can’t even be said that psychedelic trips are a good part of the world.
Often upon ingestion the god thing around here goes “AHH SO U GOT 1 OF THEM MINDZ EH? EVER HAD MIND SOUP VERSION 232435345 OR SO?”
Very insincere regulator on some sort of experience machine creation spree creating this picture of “all of earths time” as it goes along…. rendering its...
2 old runescape accounts
on my friend list just came online. I recognize one of them and the other may have been added by my hacker.
The names are “Zodieak” changed from 0 Q KO Q O - which I remember.
And “160years1006” changed from “Sekais bf” (slightly remember perhaps).
Time
first time seeing both… and I’ve been very active
Main Issue
Being part of a machine or a piece of software like structure which does control everyone on Earth. We are all one. Classic 60’s statement. LSD spiritual age revelation of truth.
“We are all one” has been said many times by many people. It’s similar to “wow we are all part of the same universe”. It’s not quite enough wording…
The mother &...
I get no benefits and
That’s the £100 a month from my mum been removed. I don’t need it anyway. Blogs for notes.
3mmc - the last purchase.
What is the next set of nuances? I’ll see.
Just beat by the last guy in Fight Cave
2 hour session turned out bad. First time getting to him though.. 600 hit kill… couldn’t get to prayer fast enough… didn’t drink fast enough and was fumbling to turn sound on (it was on it turned off) so i could hear when its big attack is coming…
Thought it might happen. Don’t want to do it again straight away.
Socialization doesn't even exist really
It’s an effect created to be seen as such for its art. It’s only necessitation is by god - which is a strange artist. Cause and effect is negligible on Earth except from - “It did it and so it happened” when referring to the true thing behind the existence of this world.
Hyper mystery deity
wasting all of the attention I have on it. Life being some necessary attention to the thing itself.
Been pushed into ordering 3mmc by this necessary attention syndrome. Despite the last possibly 7 or 8 bags of chemicals not delivering their actual effects - many of them having been thrown in the bin some way through them because “What’s the point?” or “It just keeps...
theblunderingbraggart asked: Female young Messiah: a Youtube(r) by the s/n of onyourwings, with a penchant for doing lackluster, yet seductively serene, covers of Modest Mouse and Why? songs.
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Anyhow
I suppose the best thing that can be said is….
Because I exist… I can say to everyone - there is depths and breaches that have been reached within mind… which can be reached by anything here (a being).
I’ve had many elite considerations around the philosophers ultimate ponders..
Because such a system is here - which I can see (my own existence). Which is composed of some...
Pure essential thing for existing and the "?"
The ethereal game engine of existence is what reality really is. “Imagine beyond” is perhaps what a long term participant of existence may say if it were forced to interact with a human (because our language is impotent/futile). When and what you imagine to be (or what you do)is what becomes of “it” - the eternal everything and all which we are minuscule compared to as we...
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On many occasions
Many things prove the all powerful mysterious (i/we am kept ignorant of) deity.
One of course is - like I have mentioned - when the administration of high dosages of Methoxetamine etc does nothing at all.
A person does not administer a drug. We are not administrators of our own minds. We don’t control our existence with amounts of materials like science suggests
THE admin (the god thing)...
Another part of the synchro dayq
This episode has soldier named bando starring in it. I just got bandos chestplate a couple of days ago and Bando (a general (army type)) is a major new feature in runescape which most of the sync today was based around.
Just watching the first ep of Elfen lied and...
“Our target is a brutal murderer who killed 23 people in 5 minutes”
Pops up…
Hyper active god thing repping Eris numbers..
& it was the 5th person
I know to have died. Another Erisian numerological thing…
2 players with 23 in their names
at fish flingers with me today as well… most I’ve seen in a while
A boy from the year below me in school
Died by being hit by a train. The last thing he posted on facebook is a song by “Burial”.
Lots of comments on his page about him - RIPs & showing love etc. But no one pointed this song out..
I’m not speaking much in this state. The mal-integrants (those without a good integrity) can be easily made to become insane and demented and share this fact with me through acts of...
Major Runescape Synchronicity
So today is the 23rd of the 5th. 23 & 5 are related to the Erisian religion “Discordianism” and are general synchronistic numbers often in this world…
Today is the release of 2006scape pre-alpha testing version. On the runescape website today a news story about the new combat system was published. It showed the new dual weilding feature. God had suggested that this might be...
Have ended up botting on RS
http://www.powerbot.org/
Apparently an old bot that got shut down by jagex. I don’t know about the shut down… will google now.
They all seem rather not bad… forums have been up for not long. A full site & bot revival it seems.
It works very well… the script maker updates and controls the details of a script which any user (with log on) can access (sometimes buy)...
Just heard a story
within mind. Its similar to other things that have came up in my mind about the truth behind the omniversal structure and our place within it.
It goes like this :
It was OK for the immortal beings to create “children” - they could create souls if they wanted to.
So one immortal did end up deciding that she would create billions of children and spend all of her eternity creating...
Birds nest
And there is a bird nest in the attic - which my room is a part of. I seen a bird fly through a hole in the roof today with my parents.
I had heard the sound of baby birds… or birds tweeting yesterday. This was on the same day however - as a strange audio-visual mirage cast on me by the oversoul and a joke about my mum ringing the door bell ( a “was-it or was-it-not?” type...
Synchronicity type phenomena in the family
nuances besides myself.
14 coming up syncrhonistically with my grampa & mother at my grans funeral.
“Believe the hype”
If I had to believe or disbelieve I would believe… in reality I’m agnostic about what I cannot know.
The future possibilities are dependant on the layout of this existence phenomenon I/we experience. If its a live stream - congruent with the stream...
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A few things like this have come up
Meaning within words & their sound which have clear ordinance within them which pronounce a meant effect of gods will within this place.
platonic means :
Of or associated with the Greek philosopher Plato or his ideas.
(of love or friendship) Intimate and affectionate but not sexual. (platonic relationship)
Both used with sheer separate content within conversation & text. The...
A simple "sent box"
would be good for tumblr.
I privately replied to someone who asked about iboga. It was a large message and i cannot see exactly what was sent now.
Delicate treatment of language is quite necessary and very much mocked by god…. because pure & sheer psychic communication systems are entirely possible.
The moment of creation is the only time when there was potential for our lives. So...
Kingdom Hearts 2 - nice dialogue.
Seifer : “Why does looking at you always tick me off?”
Roxas : “I dunno - Maybe its Destiny”
Seifer : “In that case let’s be friends…”
Sefier : “I don’t feel like co-operating with Destiny”
Yeah don’t let that thing trick you ever… make you think its “you” being all bizarre.
New cardigan from grampa
Has “rough justice” on the collar. Just when I’ve got a Loki regulating me & need a Thor.
Red herring clothing has came up twice as well during this illness… and there’s been plenty of “your wellness is coming soon” red herrings.
Be a successor and your sorted
foreverf00lish:
i wish i could’ve met Terence McKenna when he was still alive :(
"ha so young"
A comment in English at the end of naruto episode 264 (subbed) -assuredly designed quite for me after a friend had been talking about a time when him and his girlfriend turned on a few radio channels only to hear “we are young” and other songs with “young”. I was also asked to go to turn on a music channel to be greeted with a “Young” lyric immediately. And now...
Begotten Angels & Lucky Bastards
A new habit
of my regulator is saying “Y’know” followed after by “Beatrix Squidoo” then the image of a syringe squirting out its contents.
A good 20 times at least the past 2 days.
May 2012
72 posts
Now & the future
The future has more intrigue. Potential is huge yet it is a mystery to me - how it will turn out.
Now is God’s Squalor (god = the Tao = the way of things = the push behind this place & our life’s = that which gave us chance to exist = that which necessitated all of our experience up to our deaths = all of our experience in this place). It’s wasting & making my life...
