Well my alien abduction/demonic possession/shamanic illness/god-joke session has not finished yet. The Equinox brought no cure like the narrating & nonsense speaking voices have suggested in the past.
The paranormal phenomenon started on 23rd September… more properly on the new moon following… so perhaps by this nuance - there’s hope for the new moon tomorrow!
Anyway… the collected unconscious/god/nature-of-earth/pre-programming-structure/you-know-what-i-mean? has decided with me that tomorrow I change my habits to:
sitting in bed and only moving to do a decent amount of exercise and eat well everyday throughout the remainder of my oppression-by-god.
I will no longer put myself up for mental anguish from things I do physically which have not been known to be “excellent for healthful goodness”. The possessing force - responsible for all nuances/happenings on Earth annoys me through potentially everything…
When I suffer badly I may do things like write “Waiting on Healing” on a piece of paper and wave it about around me whilst humming in order to appraise the good and show my good will to any potential onlookers.
God/earth-script-writer = doing things like -throwing people into bizarre states of consciousness so that everyone thinks they are crazy - for some time now.
Perhaps they speak truth when they say that I only suffer because “It’s just a shamanic illness man - your going to be a rabbit king for fuck sake”. Hopefully so. Anyway… my life now depends on it’s next stage for now is nothing but the waiting for that stage. Nothing is good except a lifestyle/pre-program as good as what I had before this… operation system - perfectionism v2.3. Hopefully better though…
I’ve heard of torment until suicide. I’ve heard of Terence McKenna hallowing’s & Harry Potter. I’ve heard of 2012 consciousness upgrades. I hope the last 2 are my destiny.
My next post will explain my next view of apparent destiny and happenstance. It may be many months or never.. Please create a charity in my name for my return - etc…