December 2010
13 posts
Smoked DMT with my dad last night
Quite good, hungover awkwardness now, work work work.
Emotional crisis
Emotional crises, I think are long periods of being unable to think logically about certain situations; so to learn the lesson more quickly as to avoid a repeat hurtful situation. Regaining logic can be quickened through cannabis smoking, as cannabis brings the issues to surface in consciousness rather than leaving them unconscious and unknown thus only being resolved by chance or by one being in...
Christmas
Talking about Christmas… as soon as you tag the fact your talking about Christmas people switch to their Christmas ideologies as an output. So perhaps it’s best to talk about “celebrated, talked about, well known calendar events in the western world.” But I’m not in the mode for writing I realise, just spent ages typing that & now I realise how much I’ve...
“Life lived in the absence of the psychedelic experience that primordial...”
– Terence McKenna
Rest & Revocation
My first ayahuasa experience gave me visions of work in McDonalds, this was a day and a half before I had started there, 4 months ago now. Tomorrow is the winter solstice and I’m going to drink a fair bit of the brew as a shamanic celebration of the new year, and also for the therapy. This will be earned after a 9 hour brewing session tonight and a shift tomorrow - each one of which destroys...
Master plan & rainforest shit →
I was high last night and I realised I knew fuck all about what’s happening in the Rainforest and the only information I’ve seen about it has been random references in TV programmes and in films. I knew we were fucking it up and had basically accepted that fact to some extent without really caring to know. I then read this page for like 2 hours because I was over-analysing each one and...
